Epoch Shyness

Wish I could sit next to you,

But I doubt if you want to.

Took a deep breath,

Moved steps and walked in.

Stood at the left,

Sight making your way in.

Made a smile on your face,

I just stared at the staircase.

Chosen to sit at the end,

Lost the touch of your hand.

I guess we're both just too shy,

Help me before I get use to this guy.

Walking with you, is like a long journey.

Talking to you, makes me feel happy.

Great things happens in a blink of an eye.

But I guess I cant accept that I'm too shy.

The twilight view is romantically nice.

Eclipse is like the sparkle in your eyes.

I still shed a tear every once in a while.

I don't need my fears when I miss your smile.

The way I hear you laugh,

I can never get enough.

This fear will make me friendless.

These tears appears in loneliness.

Lets make and evasion, get out of this vision.

I've made a decision, left no explanation.

I'll close my eyes, hoping things would be right.

I'll think of this guy, each and every night.

I would try not to lie, But your eyes made me shy.

It takes a long time, for you to be mine.

True New.

Didn't knew each other,

You were a stranger.

Never dreamed what we had gone through.

Never knew I would find you.

Had a really crazy adventure,

How did we caught up together?

We had a beautiful journey,

Through feelings, sad and happy.

Through hurtful tears and fears.

of all it was a great year.

But this is not the ending,

Here we are, standing.

At the beginning,

You dropped into my heart,

Remind me this is just the start.

There's you in my picture,

There's you in my future.

Without you, I wont make it out,

Through this packed crowd.

I will always need you,

In everything I'm going through.

I know that it's true,

There's always something new,

Everything we talked about,

Are things I cant live without,

And that includes you

Black Gel Pen

When can we meet up?
Finally can hear you say "what's up!"
And starting to elastic me with your rubber band,
You will never put your hand down.
And I'm trying to pretend,
But the pain never ends.
Ran into each other,
Everyday in the hall way,
Starting to smile together,
Then turned to separate ways,
The days going to your class,
To borrow that stupid broom,
Just to clean my dirty class,
Then return it to you soon.
But now we cant even see the faces,
Cause we both lived in two different places,
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow,
Cause its late and your mama don't know.
Afraid to get busted, that is what you've never wanted.
After that 49:29 conversation ends.
I grabbed a paper and write down this poem with a black gel pen.

Burning Picture ;)

Go ahead and say,
hating me and don't want to stay.
Well, you cant run away,
I'm gonna hurt you everyday.
I'll do what you did to me,
No worries boy, you'll see.
What it's like to believe in someones lie,
What its like to think they made you fly.
You'll feel what its like to suffer in pain,
It wont feel like those tiny drops of rain.
What are you waiting for?
Go ahead and slam the door.
Spread the words, tell your friends,
Say that I'm obsessive and pathetic,
Tell that I'm crazy and you regret holding my hand,
Boy, you know our love was not that thick.
I know I'm not as good as her,
I'm so much better than her!
One day you'll wake up and realize that,
But i don't think by then I'll be turning back.
Sitting on the staircase,
When I turned and I saw your face,
Walking with that girl,
She'd be the only girl in this world,
That you ever wanted.
Congratulations, your wish has been granted.
Let's forget about us,
Let time moved fast.
But I'm doing pretty well,
I got back up when I fell.
So don't worry boy,
you don't need to fix this toy!
You don't need our picture anymore,
We never looked better before,
Laying her head down on your shoulder,
Would be your next favorite picture.
Boy you will see,
I'll plan my revenge.
Nothing is stopping me,
from dating your best friend!
As far as i know,
he's much more better than you.
I'd never let him go,
Cause i know his feelings are true.
And don't hope that I'll return,
Cause that damn picture is going to burn.

Remember November!

Can we count the days?
Will memories stay?
Will it still be this way?
What would you say?
It's been a really wonderful year,
A year full of laughter and tears;
A year worth remembering,
A year hard to forget,
A story that's exciting,
A kept memory you wont regret;
An experience I didn't gone through alone,
An experience I gone through with the people that i known,

Everyday we spend our time in school,
Studying in class, sitting on a stool.
Write notes about lessons learned,
Revise the knowledge that we earned.
Cant wait for the bell to ring,
I can hear the students whispering,
Wondering what they should do by recess,
Are they going to chill with their princess?
Everyday that is what they would do,
At least that is what i heard but it is true.
i bet they're going to miss those days,
Cause next year it wont be the same way;

Remembering those days when we were in a strife,
Hating the other side of my life,
I have to admit I lost in that game,
In my head there is always whispers of your names;
That brought me down,
i need you around;
being with you i learned a lot,
Especially after we fought;

We all need friends,
Cause they'd be the only ship that never ends.
This year, I fought all my fears,
I found friends that would take away my tears.
They'll always be there,
They'll always care;
They'll always understand,
They'll always lend a hand;

I've found a friend who has the sweetest smile,
A smile i will never find over a thousand miles;
Whenever he is around,
I felt safe and sound;
Without him by my side,
I felt lonely inside;
And also a friend,
Who thinks he's the cutest among the ten;
He loves to make fun of me,
But dude, I'll pay back, you'll see!
I found him interesting,
Cause when there's him, there's always story telling;
He would share anything with me,
And he would always ask for my advice;
He will always there to see,
The truth and the lies;

Another friend who i can depend on,
And he will always make our sorrow begone.
He was always there to help,
If there are problems that we'd tell;
And this friend who rarely speaks,
But deeply he is a nice guy,
He has a really sweet cheek,
But sometimes he could be really shy;

This month is the last month,
The last month we're in school together,
In this special month,
I think its the greatest of all the others;
This month is full of laughter,
This month we finally gathered together,
Through every up, through every down,
You know ill always be around;
Through the highs and the lows,
Time will never go slow.

After Christmas say goodbye,
New year will say hi;
Its a new adventure,
There will be a bright future;
I don't think ill be find by myself.
I know a dream is a wish that i make all alone.
Well, Its easy to feel like you don't need help,
But its harder to walk on your own;

I just need you by my side,
Then everything will be alright;
I need you there when I'm scared,
I know that you would care;
I'll never feel alone,
You'll always help me find my way back home;
When you start the new adventure,
Please don't burn the picture;

Take a dream,
succeed for it;
Take a scene,
act for it;
Take a chance,
For what we had;
Take a glance,
Of what's ahead;
But don't forget,
Keep this special month forever.
You wont regret,
If you would just remember;

Remember November!

Please and Thank You!

My dear friend,
I'm sorry but this has to end;
I know you're trying to help,
But I want this problem to be kept;
Thank you for your empathy,
But it's enough by your sympathy.
You would share the pain,
Now I'm walking in the rain,
So that people wouldn't notice,
That my tears are dropping.
But people will notice,
That lonely, I'm walking.
I deserve this,
But you're not meant to do this.
Thank you for being there,
I know you would care,
But this is my fight,
let me make it right.
I promise when everything work out,
I'll leave you no doubt.
I'll tell you everything you need to know.
But now, please let me go.

only you can do that;

You've been really understanding,
About my feelings.
You will never let me down,
You'll make it as good as it sounds;
But you've done better,
You brought laughter.
All i had was a smile,
Until you came in a while.
I cant stop with all the blessings,
I'm so lucky that I've found you.
Who will help me in everything,
I'm going through.
See that ray of light,
Shining out so bright.
There is where i found,
Someone who will always be around.
It doesn't matter who you are,
And you can stay way far.
But you would be the only star,
That would make me look into the sky,
And keep my head held high.

Dark Weather =(

Sitting on my bed,
Through my window,
I can see the sunset,
Watching the sun sets slow.
It is really beautiful,
But seeing the grey clouds,
Makes me feel painful.
And it gave me so many doubts,
It means it's going to rain,
The grey clouds are going to cry,
I know it's a lot of pain.
Can't stop it but I'll try.
The thunders and lighting,
Just like their quarreling,
Why do they have to fight?
And now nothing is right.
I could be the crying clouds,
They could be the quarreling thunder and lighting;
I don't know how to work this out.
But i am so trying;

Life In My Action

In our daily life,
We must have once strife;
Cause nobody is perfect,
Some people also act;
People could be fake,
Everybody makes mistakes;
There must be a reason in everything we do,
There's a destiny in everything we've gone through;
Things around cant stay the same,
Everything, every one will change.
Maybe not how we wanted,
Not every wish has to be granted;
Don't be so sure about everything,
Cause everything can change in just a blink;
We may see the past,
but we cant see the future.
We don't know how long love will last,
But memories can be kept in a picture;
Everybody has a problem of their own.
And they'll share it with their friends on the phone.
But what if the problems are their friends?
I'm stuck in this labyrinth.
I don't want our friendship to end,
Please give me a hint;
I'm tired of pretending,
Without them I'm nothing.
Pretended that I'm happy when I'm not;
I wanna say this honestly,
I miss you guys a lot;
The whispers of your names,
Got me suffering in this game;
I wished all of this would slow down,
It's just going to fast;
Don't know how long i can stay on the ground,
How long this would last?
I know i put this on myself.
But now I'm sitting alone next to the bookshelf;
I challenged myself into this,
But now I'm not sure if i can get it over with;
I thought having sometimes alone,
Would calm my mind;
I need the people that i known,
To help me cross the line;
But I wont give up,
I will keep on refill the cup;
I need to stay strong,
Even when everything goes wrong;
I have to make things right,
I wanna stop this fight;
Just give me a break,
Hope its not too late;
Cause I know this is life..
Action is a rife;
There's Life In My Action;

The Growing Friends

Sitting by the window,
Watching all the fireflies glow;
Its better than watching a tv show,
It'll let my mind think slow;
The only thing on my mind are them,
The greatest, most wonderful and truest friends;
They have always been there to understand,
They will always be around to lend a hand;
I have a friend who has the sweetest smile,
A smile i will never find over a thousand miles;
I have a friend who is crazy and fun,
If it's someone to cheer me up,she'd be the one;
And friends who will always help,
If there are problems that we tell;
Another friend who is really a nice guy,
But sometimes he could be really shy;
We've been through moments that were good and bad,
Even moments that were happy and sad;
All the times we argue and fight,
deep inside i know that it isn't right;
you're a friend who's always there,
throughout the years,
A friend who i know will care,
and take away my tears;
We're stuck together when we're in fear,
If i loose, you guys will still cheer;
You guys mean a lot to me,
You guys are one in a million to be;
I want to apologies for my mistakes,
I feel bad and a lot of pain,
Feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain;
Now I'm seeing the brightest star,
There, i know its where you are;
You guys shines bright,
Like a fire burning light.
I will never forget our long laughter,
Because it will never make me feel better.
I know i cant live without you guys,
I will always need your advise;
Promise me we wont break apart,
And i will always keep you in my heart;
[.aini.jojo.percy.paolo.yuvin.shugan.]
[02/10/2009]
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