My feelings really cant be describe . I would think about you every day and night. The hates and the loves , I want it to stop . Your name keeps running through my mind , kept whispering in my ear . I don't know how am I fine , when the truth is I need you right here . I have not been honest . I know , I'm not good enough for you . But I can't do it , you're irresistible . My love for you is just too tough . There's something about you is so addicted . People told me to move on , But your shadows were never gone . You wont stop haunting me , it will always be you to see . It has been months passed by , but I cant get you out of my head . Every time I sighed , I felt you . Every breath I took , I heard you . You're stuck in my soul , I tried to stop my feelings . But it has never reach the ending . I'm tired of pretending , without you I'm nothing . That's just a smile on my face that anyone could fake , but deeply , sorrow, doubts , deceits , pain . Just because I'm not sure what do you want from me , how you feel for me , how you want us to be . You've changed me , A LOT . You're the only one that would always be there to talk to me , you're the only one that notice everything about me . You're the only one that knows how to calm me down . When I feel like the most hated person on earth , you made me felt like the most loved . You're the only one that made me felt special . 6th December , I woke up in the morning , and I said to myself , " My God , He's beautiful . " I swear I'm afraid of loosing you , I dont how you feel for me . But you would know how I feel for you after reading what I wrote .
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