But when it comes to us

When it comes to love,

What runs across your mind?

When it comes to love,

Will it be hard to find?

Love exist in every heart,

You just need to feel it.

Feelings inside will grow,

It could be hard to admit.

Eventually you will get hurt,

They will affect your life in some profound way,

Maybe not today nor tomorrow,

But they will make you weep your tears one day.

When it comes to love,

Some honest and faithful, some liars.

Whe it comes to love,

They could be pretty good actors.

But when it comes to us,

Starring you and me,

The perfect actress and actor,

Wait until they see.

We'll take the stage,

Let's put on a great show.

These roles suits us well.

But they will never know.

Shakespeare seems out of date,

Romeo and Juliet got old.

So let's change the generation,

So let our story be told.

People watch "the notebook",

Is that all hollywood's got?

The best love story told?

We'll give them our shot.

Hollywood's waiting for us,

Brad and Angelina will be in the past.

We'll take the center stage,

And you and I will forever last.

Voices of friendship

The sound of the waves,
Are the whispers from their hearts.
The melodies in every song,
Sometimes it would be hard.

The rhythm in every beat,
The way we moved together.
Through every step we took,
Through the tears and laughter.
Through the goods and bad,
Be there wether happy or sad.

Friendship, creates a smile.
Think upon the good times,
You'll feel great for a while.
Whenever you're down,
Just whisper to a friend or two,
Always care for each other,
And you won't feel so bad.

When colors have spoken,
Friends are life's rainbow.
They've always shine beautifully,
But nobody really knows.

They've brighten up our days.
Bringing sunshine after rain.
They refresh and revive us,
Time and time again.

I thank God for the rainbows.
That brighten up my sky.
Their worth is more than all the gold,
That money cannot buy .

The way they've whispered my name,
They kept my head held high,
The way they spoke for destiny,
Gave me strength to fly.

And when they're voices covers me.
I'll always believe that we're meant to be.


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Deadly Alive

Where were we? Where are we now? Try to take a look.
I'm trying to find the other half of my heart that you took.
I just cant erase the laughter we had in the past,
But unfortunately, all of it didn't last.
There's no place for tears in my eyes,
So off they ran down my face.
How can I fell for your lies?
You left me hanging without a trace.
You're killing me deeply inside, Tell me why?
I dont know what I did wrong, All I do is cry.
Why do you hurt me like this? Am I not good enough for you?
How could you do this to me, after all that we've been through?
I felt so heartbroken, i just dont know how to mend it.
Something I'm keeping way deep inside, something I cant admit.
I was dumb enough to fall for you, right when we met.
You said you cant live without me, so why arent you dead yet?

The Last Option

Okay, so me and Paolo wrote this poem. Just before you read it, you should know, we made it for fun. To do something that we love. And it doesn't mean anything. (:

If you just got cheated by love

And you wonder who has fate decided for you

You're hoping for someone from above

To cover up what you've gone through

Look deep deep inside your head

And you might find the guy to love for your life ahead

Crying yourself to sleep at night

Hoping things will turn right

Search for what you've never known

You don't always have to be alone

Think who has always been there

When you break down, when in despair

Always there by your side

Making sure everything's alright

Your heart may be on the left side,

but it would always be right

I listened to its beating

I cried, frown, and let go.

It whispered destiny rising.

I heard and found romeo.

And he was just next to you all the while

Even when you ignored him and left him exile

Think about that Jason Mraz song

With Colbie Caillat singing along

I never realized how lucky I am

Its a love story of Romeo & Juliet

I'm going through it with my best friend

He'll be Romeo & I'll be Juliet

He might just be your best friend

But think deep and think hard

He was better than any boyfriend

He's way better than any valentines card

No words can describe you

I never knew I had this feeling inside

After all that we've been through

Falling in love with you that I might

Even the biggest dictionary wont do

Theres no one else in this world like you

There is no replacement for you

Cause no one else can do what you do

No one has ever make fun of me like you always do

No one can beat the annoying things you do to me

Reminds me, we never argued

You had always been loyal and true to me

You will always remain my best

Your way, way better compared to the rest

You have always loved me like no one has

And you have always cared for me when no one cares

You've always been there to wipe my tears

We curses the names of the boys that treats me bad

You would stick with me when I'm in fear

I don't have to worry of feeling sad

You've always been there to pick me up when I'm down

You'll put a smile onto my face when it has a frown

When I'm sad, you're too. When I'm glad, you're glad.

When I'm angry, you'll follow. When I'm mad, you're mad.

We know each other better than anyone

When I'm bored, you'll make things fun.

You didn't laughed when I was wearing that dress,

Calls me beautiful when I look like a mess.

There are many that said we are made for each other

Because we care and love for one another

Its like we've been lovers all along

Many have asked us all day long

Hope we wouldn't be apart

Promise me you wont hurt me like others did.

I trust you and the other half of my heart

My doubts needs you to lead

Hope our relationship never ends

We've known each other for miles, and miles.

You know I will protect you from harm hands

Just like I've been doing all this while.

I know we're meant to be.

You're ridiculous, yet precious to me.

You're what keeps me happy.

Lets remember 2010, 14th February. <3

" I LOVE YOU "

I hold on to the night. You looked me in the eyes. Silence. The wind blew through my hair. You blinked your eyes. You held my hand. Its like the whole world stopped, and listen, when you said you love me. I could never forget that moment. I couldn't believe that I would be so lucky to have a person like you. To hold my hand, to stare into my eyes, and say the most powerful words. The words that could change everything. No matter from good to bad, or bad to good. Things will change when you say 'em. Our hurtful yet wonderful journey. Has brought us to something, we would never forget. We screamed, we fought, we danced in the rain. Slamming down doors, throwing out stuff. Cursing your name. Three words, just three words. Stopped us from everything. Dropped down. And put on a smile. Apologized. Leave everything behind, and tied our hands together. Its amazing that we would never go into bed hating each other. But it didn't last. I had to watch all of it faded away. You had to stopped loving me, and find someone else. You left, and blur the line with a quote. "Our three words gotten weak," You know that weird thing that happens and like, your in a room full of people and you can only see one person. A person you kind of wish didn't exsist or you had never met, but kind of wish they'd just give you a cuddle&stuff. Yeah it's like that, everytime your near. I guess I just miss you. I guess I just wish you missed me. Even though we went through hell, it was well worth it.

All Grown Up

Left me in yesterday, you've never touch me that way, you've never see me that way, anymore. You've never walk by me and say, "Hey, its a nice day, lets go out and play." I had it all, I nodded and happily smiled. We arrived at the playground just in a while. We were on the see-saw, felt like flying up and down. We slided down the blue side, and rode the mary-go-round. It was so much fun that i couldn't forget. You're the most amazing experience I ever had.Back then we used to sit under the backyard tree. You set to beat me up you were bigger than me. You never did. I dare you to kiss me and ran when you tried. Just two kids, you and I. And our daddy used to joke about the two of us, growing up and falling in love. And our mama smiled. That was us, back then. What happened to us now? We barely meet, although we're in the same school. Arrogant? Kind of. Every time I see your face in the hallway, its like I'm just another stranger to you. I wonder, if you still remember me. If you still remember us. We went through a lot together. But, you cant seem to find it worth it. Cause, I know how you've changed since you've gotten in high school. Meeting new friends, joining the school football team. Hanging with the coolies. While I'm just a lonely girl, still sitting on the swing, in the playground that we used to play at. Waiting for you to come around. You never did. Back then, I thought when we are older, we're going to be more than friends. And live a life, with much more amazing experience than we had in childhood. But, I guess I was wrong. Each day we have grown, we're falling apart. I guess, maybe you don't need me in your life. Seems like you're better without me. But, I cant forget someone who I shared everything with, since I was a child. We're all grown up. I think to you, its better we go on in our own way. I dont miss you, I miss who I thought you were.

Jealousy

You walked by me, I stared into your eyes. You didn't smile at me, you didn't even looked at me. But when you walked by her, you would wink and smile. I sighed as I saw you laughing out loud with her. The way I see you happily smile, laughs, jokes. Seems like you're so much better without me. Am I not worth it? You've never touch me that way, you've never see me that way. But you do that almost everyday with her, you only stick with her. But you don't even talk to me. Yes, I admit, it's JEALOUSY. And I still love you. I may seem like I don't care for you, but that's just me tryna cover it up. I though that I would be so much better without you, but I break down everytime you come around. I guess you don't care about me anymore, I might as well just erase you from my mind, cause I know you did that with me already.  

Doubts

I hide my feelings. I kept it to myself. I've told no one. And I don't know how long I can keep up to this. The way your eyes would light up when you smile, can't help but stare into it for a while. I don't even see anybody when I'm with you, and I know we're both trying to shine through. But there's just so much getting in our way. And sometimes I do doubt the things you say. You say you love me, but you won't make a commitment, I can't be with someone who I have to convice to be with me. I doubt how our future would be. Will you love me like you say you do? Will we ever be happy together? Will you break my heart? These are the questions that runs through my mind. You have no idea how bad I want this, you have no idea how long I've been waiting for you. But I fear you, I fear if you would leave me for another girl. I don't wanna hurt anymore. And I hope you won't let that happen to me. Everytime I look upon your face, I can't feel anything at all. And everytime you walk by, I could count the colors in your eye. I would always stop and stare, as you run your fingers through your hair. Of all the girls, I'm the only one that would care, I would always be there. Yes, I love you, I swear. I want you so bad, baby, you drive me mad. But I can't wait for you, how are we gonna make it through. I waited and waited, I go on and on bout this, how long should I wait? Well, I can't. I doubt you love me enough like you say you do. Sometimes, you confused me, a lot though. What are you trying to show me, how you want us to be? Im tired of being "just a friend" to you. I know we're meant to be. I know we could shine better than this. I know we're more than best friends. I could give you a bunch of reasons why I should be the one you choose . Those other girls, well they're beautiful. But they don't know you like I do. They don't understand you, but I do. I know all the things you like, we share almost everything together. We have a lot in common. And,those other girls , they would never spend time to write poems for you, like I would. I may seem like I don't care for you, but that's just me trying to cover it up. If I didn't care for you, I wouldn't write, talk or think about you. But what hurts me is knowing that you're not mine. Please tell me we could be more than friends. You mean everything to me. You were there to talk to me when I break down. You could still make me laugh when I'm crying. You still calls me beautiful when I look like a train wreck. Think about how you're around your friends and so different around me. Unexplainable. I know how I feel, and without a doubt, my feelings are true. I want to be with you. You're the only one that has been running through my mind. Would you be mine?

LIES ,

Secrets, silence, whispers, I'm tired of these. All of it. My feelings inside, its killing me. I told everyone that I'm so much better without you, but that's just a complete LIE. What am I going to do ? I break down every time you walked by. Your eyes, your stare . It'll just make me weaker. I just cant stop loving you . I tried to move on so much , but somehow you would keep running through my mind . I know you still love me , but could you please tell me whats getting in your way ? I know how am I insane to you . How am I "just a friend" to you . But I don't want it that way . Cant you tell that I'm loosing every breath through every second . I don't how you could just lie to my face like you did , I know I couldn't lie to someone I love . You're trying to avoid me , ignore me . Even when you said we could be the best of friends . I rather you be mean , then me trying to say goodbye . I sometimes get emotional when I see you with another girl . Sliding your hands on her cheek , playing with her hair . I thought back , you've never touch my face , never played with my hair . And I know you've never loved me like you love her . You don't mean what you said . But what hurts me is knowing that I'm not worth the truth . We do almost everything together . We take the same bus to school , we're in the same neighbourhood , we're in the same class , we have the same tutor , we join the same school clubs . Even though we do so many things together , but it wasnt the old us anymore , you don't touch me that way anymore , you don't see me that way . You treat me just like another stranger . I gave you my all , and this is what I got . Now I regret for being the girl who people used to call "your gf" . Cause everything changed not the way I planned , and it has gotten worst . Erasing you from every thought i have. I’ve never met you, I never shared moments with you. I want nothing to do with you. I feel so sickened to think of the times we had shared. You’re not any different then the rest. But now you’re just something i erased. I don’t want you taking up my thoughts. I just want you out of my head. You’re a liar, and now you’re dead to me. I might as well erase you from my mind , cause I know you did that with me already . Just thought I should let you know , I love you .

Past , present

It wasn't that far, it wasnt that near.
But we somehow meant to meet. 
It was hard , but we fought our fear.
I know next to me you would sit . 
I never knew you were so wonderful,
the way you talk , walk , it's beautiful. 
I love the way you say my name , 
people changes, but let's stay the same. 
I remember when you asked for my number. 
You look me in the eyes, and stared a lil longer. 
I looked deeply into your brown eyes, 
first thought, 'there's a light in this guy'. 
You came over just to tell me you love me, 
and you were tossing rocks at my window. 
Whenever you're missing me 
you would always let me know . 
Take me back to when we were hanging at the balcony in front of our class . 
We were talking about the sweetest memories we had in out past. 
You were making me laugh about the silliest stuff. 
The way I see you smile I could never get enough. 
We were sharing our own side of the stories, 
seems to me we both didn't really have much different histories. 
As the bell rang you were at the staircase. 
Waiting for me to come out , and I saw your face. 
You take my hand and we rushed, 
never knew that i could get this much. 
So we were walking home together , 
and it was like a journey full of laughter.
Your friends that passed by, 
you just waved and said 'hye' . 
Never bother to go to their side, 
felt like you wanna stay by my side. 
I wonder if you know, 
I've been keeping this feeling. So, 
let's make an evasion, making expression . 
Imma tell you that I'm falling for you , 
I want to always be with you. 
And i know I can't live without you , 
just so you know , I love you .

INVISIBLE ,

Why is it so hard for me to get over you ? All i could think about is you , i tried to get you out of my mind . I would see you smile everyday , but what hurts me the most is knowing that your smile is not for me . I know how you think I'm insane . How I'm " just a friend " to you . But i know I'm the one that should be standing next to you , I'm the one that should hold your hand . I know that . Cause she doesn't love you like i do , she never knew you run your fingers through your hair whenever you"re shy. She never noticed how you stop and stare every time she walks by . She doesn't get along with your friends like i do . Why cant you see I'm so much better than her . Captured our connection , it was mar . This is reality , i cant change your feelings . You don't see me wanting you the way you want her . I don't even see anybody when I'm with you , but you cant even see me , you would be busy glancing at her . I tried to move on so much, tell me , how you could just pull back my feelings when its already at the edge of my mind . I'm invisible to you . How can i get through.