BREATHE ,

Wake me up , tell me , save me . Cause I cant find myself . The true me I used to believe , the true me I found , lost again . Everything turned around in a glint . Back then , I thought of if I ever loose you , will I be able to continue breathing . And now that I've lost you , I cant breathe . Without you I'm nothing , I don't know who I suppose to be . I'm tired of pretending to be someone I'm not , cause it doesn't feel right . But with you , I felt different . When we're together , we could make anything happen , and I know we can . But when we're together , we had only seen the outside view , we never knew whats struggling deeply inside . And its not halcyon . It was like the glade of pain . But does that means we have to be apart ? I tried to fulfill your thoughts , I tried so hard to make us both happy . But I omitted that . And now I cant face reality . Obvious , I didn't get my perfect fantasy . This ain't a fairy tale . We cant just make a wish and wave a magic wand, those were childhood stories . I don't know how to cure this . I swear I can hardly breathe , felt like theres pressure in my lungs . Its like our lungs were tied together , and you kept holding my breath . Hope you know its not easy for me . I tried to move on so much . I couldn't just walk away and forget about you , I tried , but somehow you could popped out in my mind . I wish I could take back the steps that I took , to find my mistake . I know we argue a lot , but my love is just strong enough to get over it . But I doubt if you love me like you say you do , I doubt everything you say to me . I may seem like I don't care for you , but thats just me trying to cover it up . I'm dying , but you somehow don't care anymore . I might just erase you from my mind , cause I know you did that with me already . Well , nothing left to say , this is goodbye , I wish you the best with , BELLA .