MELODY ,

I tried so hard to make both of us happy . But somehow you could just run away with "sorry". Mistakes , lies , those were full in you . And I've never saw it all the way through . You hurt me , a lot . And I would let you torture me , all the time . They cant see the smile I'm faking , and they never knew whats in my mind . I'm not interested in hurting you back . I know maybe I'm not good enough for you . Neither do you . They said I deserve better , I know I do , but I don't want better though . I love that funny , sensitive and always quibbles guy . I know I'm fleeting in your mind . I set my heart upon a hope , for you to think about me . And mend this mar connection . I couldn't be lust . Its like the voice in our song faded slowly . I see your face and my heart races . Your standing across the aisle and I couldnt help but glance . I tried to leave you , but there is just something about you . You have this effect on me that just makes me wanna crawl right back to you . My heart lost the other half , and its right inside you . But too late , you gave it away to another girl . Now I dont know what to be without you . We screamed , we fought , we danced in the rain . We had to skip the movie to watch the football game . Through all , betwixt wonderful and hurtful romance . If I didnt care , I wouldnt talk , think , or write about you .What hurts me is knowing that you are not mine .You're running through my mind all day , but its just my little secret . You just dont know it , I wish you did .If I didnt care for you , I wouldnt cry for you every night . As I sat on my bed , with you stuck in my head . I played my guitar , and tears start dropping . I sang a melody , hope to god you're listening . Just thought I should let you know ,

I miss you so much .