SHADOWS ,

None of us thought this it was going to end this way . All of the butterflies in my tummy flew away . I don't feel anything anymore . Its different . I've lost him , unexpectedly . Never thought it wouldn't work out . As I saw his face in the hallway , our direction would turn into separate ways . He used to sit across my table , but I don't find him anymore . Everything changed , way too much . I swear I miss him , but I couldn't touch his hand . He's not for me . This world is full of people pretending to be who they are not , but when I'm with him , I know who I suppose to be . Now I don't know what to be without him around . And I know its never easy to forget him . Cause we went through a lot . All those arguing , crying , CUTTING . That's what made us tight , we learned from it . But this time , it has ended . Without wisdom . I felt deeply confused , never thought he's the one I would loose . I know , I'm not as perfect as her . But right now , I'm truthful , thats for sure . He's the only one at the back of my head , he's stuck in my breath . But I couldn't find his person . What I felt was his shadow . His shadow is whats left . And it only shows the part of his thought about me . While the other side of his life is filled by that bitch . He's bygone . So let it be . Let that shadow haunt me . As the wind blows the withered leaves , as I sat under that willow tree . As my tears dropped on the pages , as I put wan through many faces . His shadow, was always inside me.